February 2012
36 posts
Dear Parents Mostly Mom,
Leave me alone. My day was the same as yesterday. You don’t need to ask how every inch of my life is going. If I’m alone in my room with door closed it’s most likely because I want to be. I love you. But sometimes I want my world to be a little more quiet and your high pitched interruptions kill my relaxation time.
Oh hey heart.
When you gonna be done
Oh hey heart.
When you gonna be done
Oh hey heart.
When you gonna be done
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i won’t trust you again.
what am i doing.
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ventingventing
i’m putting my all into this.
it really is an honest effort.
but this little piece of me doesn’t know if i’ll ever be able to take this wall down again. i don’t really know if it’ll ever be what it was.
January 2012
110 posts
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you keep giving me compliments.
you tell me how lovely I am.
you tell me how beautiful I am.
you tell me i’m the only one.
you tell me how much you love me.
you talk about marriage.
you joke about our kids.
and all i hear is i’m guilty, i’m guilty, i’m guilty.
what have you done?
or have I lost my mind?
i believe in things you don’t.
i value you things you discard as unimportant.
i don’t know why i didn’t see it before.
we’ll never be on the same moral page.
breaking point
everybody has one.
i’m getting closer.
